(2008)
My life is full But I miss you fiercely Don’t be concerned For this much I’ve learned It’s not that I need you
Everything I hoped for You left me wanting more But now it’s different from before I want you now Like I wish I craved you then
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
I puke up the vomit of society I gulp down consumerism with dista… It’s a deceivingly potent cocktail But it looks oh so pretty with tha… I am intoxicated by it
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
Over and over Lying in bed I just can’t abolish it out of my… So fucking over it Ideas shot dead
All my fears bubble, burn and scor… I hide my face Like I can even escape I slow my pace Aware that I’ve lost awareness
The Serene of three quarters My special rules and regulations Spoiled by a crack From a silly invitation Drop of the jaw
Guarded guardian, armour worn with… There’s nobody you can trust In this silly little dance that lo…
It’s funny how paradoxes pulse wit… With no ego involved We evolve Me and her The two of us
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
A life that resonates Like a fate you wish you were a pa… Those doors, windows and gates Swing open but remain locked And that superficial feeling of de…
I try to drink my gifted little cu… With a massive grin on my face Every time I look up and see her… I’m such a geek That I come here to sneak a peak
Sitting here In this ugly chair With my distant look and a ginger… My only fear Is you will never appear