Part one
PMS makes a mess Strips you of your happiness PMS such a stress The whole week is pitiless.
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
Fight or flight All my natural instincts Mind, body, soul You stole And you punctured a hole
My heart feels strange And you’re so out of range I was just smiling And now suddenly I’m crying I don’t know what to say
This and that. Work; where do you work? I’m work… Wednesday. 5pm. Closed eyelids Slumped shoulders.
Over and over Lying in bed I just can’t abolish it out of my… So fucking over it Ideas shot dead
Sitting here In this ugly chair With my distant look and a ginger… My only fear Is you will never appear
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
I puke up the vomit of society I gulp down consumerism with dista… It’s a deceivingly potent cocktail But it looks oh so pretty with tha… I am intoxicated by it
I try to drink my gifted little cu… With a massive grin on my face Every time I look up and see her… I’m such a geek That I come here to sneak a peak
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
The Serene of three quarters My special rules and regulations Spoiled by a crack From a silly invitation Drop of the jaw
A life that resonates Like a fate you wish you were a pa… Those doors, windows and gates Swing open but remain locked And that superficial feeling of de…
The genuine smile is such a miracl… It’s just a curve of the mouth But it’s so profound To create a change without a sound We all have such power