Part one
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
Wandering around with a giant siev… Filtering it all Filtering the toxins. cleanse. cle… Filtering the lies The thick lumps that could swell a…
All my fears bubble, burn and scor… I hide my face Like I can even escape I slow my pace Aware that I’ve lost awareness
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
Sitting here In this ugly chair With my distant look and a ginger… My only fear Is you will never appear
Everything I hoped for You left me wanting more But now it’s different from before I want you now Like I wish I craved you then
I puke up the vomit of society I gulp down consumerism with dista… It’s a deceivingly potent cocktail But it looks oh so pretty with tha… I am intoxicated by it
This and that. Work; where do you work? I’m work… Wednesday. 5pm. Closed eyelids Slumped shoulders.
Fight or flight All my natural instincts Mind, body, soul You stole And you punctured a hole
Guarded guardian, armour worn with… There’s nobody you can trust In this silly little dance that lo…
One fine day This girl was like “Hey” “Take me to the beach” And I said okay! Now it’s been some time
PMS makes a mess Strips you of your happiness PMS such a stress The whole week is pitiless.