I trusted you, With my love, my heart, my life, You held my life in your hands, It was up to you whether i’d live… You held the papers,
I want to cry, I want to scream it loud, I want to fight, But my heart has been broken one t… I want to be somewhere I know tha…
For years I have ran from what yo… You ruined my innocents, You ruined how I felt about mysel… I had so many nightmares of you ge… What you did should have never hap…
Something that take your smiles aw… Something that gives you only tear… Something that eats you alive, Something that destroys your mind, Something that stops your heart,
Death is all around, Trying to take as many as it can, Trying to win, Death, You come to sting with poison,
An ultimate secret, It consumes you, It destroys you from the inside ou… Like a cancer, It spells your doom,
It’s so hard to forget what you do… The pain lingers inside today, Causing so much agony, The memory of all the things you c… It is deathly,
My past has followed me and I jus… I’m not the same as I once was, Leaving my past disarray, I still can’t believe the person… I’m trying so hard to change,
Indescribably amazing sometimes, Pain, I can’t get enough, Pain, I like it rough cause I’d rather…
Can you hear that, Does any one hear it, It’s deafening, How can you not hear it, It’s terrible,
Running around screaming and cryin… Beating on the walls, Trying to find away out of this ro… that you have trapped me in, I am looking everywhere,
Who are you anymore, I don’t even really know who you a… You are not who I thought you wer… You have changed, You have turned almost evil in my…
You cut me, Real deep, This cut has left a terrible scar, It will never go away, The scar will always be there,
I show you who I was and how I fe… You think I was over exaggerating… But I’m not, It was how I really felt, It was who I really was,
I feel it running through me, Taking over my body, It is killing me inside, I am being destroyed by my own lov… for you,