GET OUT! Get out of my head, STTTTOOOPPPPPP!!! Why are you doing this to me? Who are you anymore?
I’m aching, Transparent, Your eyes see right through me, I’m dependent and shaking, I’m falling to my knees,
That’s me, That’s who I am, I am broken, Broken into a million pieces, Shattered like a broken glass,
It was just building up, It was strong, I was so angry, So hurt, So worthless,
It’s like I’m in the sky, Up in the air, About to come crashing down, Deep within, I’m torn,
Back stage, almost two years ago a… I saw you standing there so innoce… I asked a friend what you name was… As he said your name I was lookin… And as soon as I heard your name,…
Waking up in the middle of the nig… Opening my eyes, Tears begin to fill them, As I see standing before me, The most terrifying thing,
Do you ever get that feeling deep down inside your gut that feels like someone is ripping you apart from the inside. No one can see it, but you feel it deep. It’s so unbearable at times...
I am so broken, I am insane inside, I feel like I am going crazy, It’s so hard to pretend that I am… Because I’m really not,
Hiding behind a smile for years, Not revealing the hurt and hate in… I wanted so bad to die, I wanted to end it all, Feeling worthless inside,
Running around screaming and cryin… Beating on the walls, Trying to find away out of this ro… that you have trapped me in, I am looking everywhere,
Can you hear me screaming, I need help, I have done it again, I have hurt myself again, I am undergoing so much pain,
The sound of your voice as you whi… It’s so soothing and calming, It brings me back down to earth, Makes me want to melt into your ar… The sound of your voice is peacefu…
Hate is ingraved in my skin over m… The word hate isn’t just skin deep… It is also ingraved deep in my hea… This hate isn’t like any other hat… It isn’t toward anyone,
An ultimate secret, It consumes you, It destroys you from the inside ou… Like a cancer, It spells your doom,