(2012)
#Pain #Sadness #Tears
A fluke encounter Letter after letter Turning me inside out Each new exchange Giving me
Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing
As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life
I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice
Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust
Here is the thing Before you came along I was doing just fine I knew the score My days all had an order
You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.
My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out
I’m wide awake The night still young My mind refusing To take the chains off To let me escape
The morning sun swings and twirls Drawing in the vacant streets Singing songs of love and joy She tries to wake the dead.
The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.
Peering into the window The scene beyond the glass Brings tears to my eyes The pain burns in my throat As I hold back the sobs
I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left
We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget
My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste