(2012)
#Pain #Sadness #Tears
Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle
As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life
Starting Over There are no words The silence stretching between us As we struggle to breach the gap Our breathing labored
I loved my father He was a great man He was the worst of kind Sometimes he made me want to die Others he showed me how to shine
My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste
Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness
My voice vibrates off the empty st… echoing in the night. The glow the street lamps illumina… the brick buildings centuries old Their character leaping from the s…
My ceiling is dreary The white paint Paled from the years Flaking and peeling I stare morbidly content
You don’t deserve this attention You’re not worth the time of day! My heart may be crushed Evident from my bleeding tears My sadness flooding my resolve
You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.
Here is the thing Before you came along I was doing just fine I knew the score My days all had an order
Disappointment is everywhere I lo… It is in the faces of those I adm… And shown in their actions I wish I could fix everything All the hurt feelings
I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.
An escape from the pain Someplace soft to fall When the world knocks me down And the ground is hard. Decorated by the hearts
The world is an ugly place Filled with disease Secrets buried deep within Betraying the lies we hide behind Spewing all our sordid crimes