(2013)
Over and over Lying in bed I just can’t abolish it out of my… So fucking over it Ideas shot dead
Sitting here In this ugly chair With my distant look and a ginger… My only fear Is you will never appear
Twenty six years old I don’t fit the mould But I’ve been happy I’ve been learning But I still have this deep damn y…
I puke up the vomit of society I gulp down consumerism with dista… It’s a deceivingly potent cocktail But it looks oh so pretty with tha… I am intoxicated by it
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
This and that. Work; where do you work? I’m work… Wednesday. 5pm. Closed eyelids Slumped shoulders.
I try to drink my gifted little cu… With a massive grin on my face Every time I look up and see her… I’m such a geek That I come here to sneak a peak
Fight or flight All my natural instincts Mind, body, soul You stole And you punctured a hole
My heart feels strange And you’re so out of range I was just smiling And now suddenly I’m crying I don’t know what to say
PMS makes a mess Strips you of your happiness PMS such a stress The whole week is pitiless.
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
A life that resonates Like a fate you wish you were a pa… Those doors, windows and gates Swing open but remain locked And that superficial feeling of de…
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake