for the record be shown..
i am not negative
and you cant say that i never give.
thing are just so messed up
no mam, i don’t expect you to understand
what it takes to be this man.
[nothing is for certain/and that’s for damn sure]
though my intentions were always justified and pure.
you see/ times they change
people once loved become assholes
then the world that you thought you could love, grows strange...
so, for the record/ let this be known..
—your curse is ignorance—
and if i thought you couldn’t handle it,
i wouldn’t have given you this.
it was said that this heart could move mountains, if i tried.
so, with a soul like mine/ i dared to take the risk.
[nothing is forever/ and that’s just fine]
ill remain cool, calm and collective.
yes remain pure/ until my judgment time.
but you see/ your ignorance became my downfall
somewhere between –negativity and stupidity
at its prime
—JTC—07/05/2013 (c)