The past, It lingers in my mind daily, Morning and night, It invaded every thought, Destroying any peace and joy that…
An ultimate secret, It consumes you, It destroys you from the inside ou… Like a cancer, It spells your doom,
Death is all around, Trying to take as many as it can, Trying to win, Death, You come to sting with poison,
I show you who I was and how I fe… You think I was over exaggerating… But I’m not, It was how I really felt, It was who I really was,
You hurt me time and time again, But yet I forgave you and stayed… You know why, It’s because I love you, I love you with everything in me,
I’m aching, Transparent, Your eyes see right through me, I’m dependent and shaking, I’m falling to my knees,
You have it hidden in your eyes, Not showing what you are thinking, Keeping yourself away, Being sure to keep it secret, You know, I do see it,
Pain, Hurt, It’s everywhere, It’s all inside me, Flooding through my vains,
I was happy, So happy, I thought everything was perfect, You were my world, I loved you and cared for you with…
I want to cry, I want to scream it loud, I want to fight, But my heart has been broken one t… I want to be somewhere I know tha…
I am not ashamed of who I used to… I don’t try to hide who I am, I am not ashamed of my scars, I love my scars, They are who I am,
I hear it from all directions, I see the looks, I see the smiles, I hear the whispers, I feel the want seeping from your…
I trusted you, With my love, my heart, my life, You held my life in your hands, It was up to you whether i’d live… You held the papers,
I feel them, They’re all around, Invading the very air that I brea… Trying to destroy me, Trying to kill me,
GET OUT! Get out of my head, STTTTOOOPPPPPP!!! Why are you doing this to me? Who are you anymore?