(2014)
There is a place i go, One so dark and gloom, It’s full of tears, It’s full of doom, On the outside i smile,
I am the Devil, A cold soul from down below, And I am not waiting for good to… I strayed from who I am and now I… I strayed from who I was suppose…
The dark and gloom i feel inside, It’s moving to my head, I have these visions of myself, But see i’m always dead, In every one a different way,
Are you happy now, My knees are on the ground, My head is in the clouds, There’s a smile on your mouth, Are you happy now,
You see i’m not a normal girl, I think of ways to kill me, From death by rope or pills or fal… There’s not one i dont see, I try to make them stop,
The way I feel about you can hardly be described, what is harder still is how hard it is to hide. You’re everything to me
Away i run, Away from here, I run for freedom, I run with fear, Away from them,
They tell me whats wrong but does… They tell me get help but no one i… I hate when this happens, i feel s… I can’t help feeling miserable, I can’t help how i think,
When I look in the mirror, The only thing i see, Is my face in the mirror, looking back at me. But where in my mirror,
Life, Meaning nothing to her is unbearab… Love, Which she knows will never come to… Hope,
She hates me i know, She’s pretending to not, She loves you still, She won’t get you ever. I love you now,
I wrote this poem for you my dear, Just take a seat and listen, Pay no attention to the blood on t… Don’t notice how it glistens. The poem i wrote is short and swea…
Love, One emotion of a heart not to be p… To feel this way on a daily basus… No true love of hope and dreams ca… No true feeling of compasion of on…
How is it that you love me, When I’m nothing but insane? You say that i am the love of your… I am rather more deranged. I think thoughts that i shouldn’t,
I have a question i need to ask, A question full of wonder, You’ll think i’m stupid for even t… For even starting to ponder, I’m questioning my family life,