I dream of taking my last breath
The last inhale before going under water is all I think about
I dream of my arms bleeding out
The last cut that deep enough to kill is all I think about
I dream of sleeping and never waking up
Taking the last pill from the bottle before they’re all in your mouth is all I think about
I wish sleep stopped me from thinking about it all but
sleeps feeds my desire
sleep makes my dreams feel even more realistic
I want to make it realistic