BLACKLISTED
Sitting and sifting through feelings of late,
This deep seated sadness destined to be fate.
I bleed as I read but I no longer wait
Because the love that I crave just morphs into hate.
Condemned to a sickness that no one can heal,
I seek only oblivion to numb how I feel.
Invisible pain like needles in rain
Mean attempts at escapism all end in vain.
As every new plight to abstain ends the same...
I waited and waited but you never came.
So I aimlessly wandered a pathway that led
To a hyperspace between the living and dead.
Now I’m stuck in a continuous cycle of shame
That replays on repeat again and again.
I wish I could make all the sadness subside
But I know I’m condemned to the shadows, reside.
Ad Johnson 2012 ©
